ahhhhhhhhhh christmas

well, i am at my parents house for Christmas. and not doing so good. but i do have a smoothie for breakfast every morning. right now i feel like crap. always tired, and my throat is sore. been kinda stressed out for some reason. but i know that eating cooked food is not helping. i have done nothing but run around doing stuff sence i got here. i did have a good Christmas though. my mom forgot to stick the meat in the oven so they all ate my food. i had a nut loaf, mashed parsnips, salad, and raw chocolate pie. ever sense Christmas seems like i am going down hill. anyway, i need to get going . God Bless and Happy New Year!!!!!!

today was horrable!!!!!!

well, i had some people come over and move all the stuff out of my apartment. i did not realize that i had to much stuff. so they loaded the truck. and then took it over to the storage unit. and unloaded it. then they where supposed to come back and help me move the rest of the furniture.but it was late and they said good buy. and they don't have time to comeback to help me. sooooo, i have 6 pieces of furniture and my TV still here. so i am going to have a moving company move the rest. it SUCKS because i am supposed to leave to go home for Christmas on Tuesday. everyone please remember me in your thoughts and prayers. god bless.

comming off the cleanse

well, i decided this morning that i am going to come off the cleanse. so i had some OJ this morning. it was SO GOOD!!!!!!!! anyway, i had a good day. did some shopping for the trip back home. my car broke down the other night so i walked probably about 3 miles or so. doing some shopping and window shopping. tomorrow i am planning on walking to the garage to pick my car up. it's about 2 miles or so miles away. i like walking but i miss my car :) i have almost everything packed up to move on Sunday and my apartment is almost clean. (Can't really clean the rest of it until all the stuff is out of here. well, it is getting late and i need to get some sleep. God Bless

some pictures i took last month of my durain :P it was soooooooooooo good

been a long time

been a long time since i posted anything. so i thought i might keep you all posted on my progress.

i weighed myself at the gym the other day and have lost 10 pounds :) my life has been extremely hectic and stressful the past couple of days. been cleaning and packing and am all done with the packing but have quite a bit of cleaning to do. today i was so busy that i didn't drink enough lemonade so right now i think my blood sugar is kinda low. i am getting exited about going back to MD and PA for Christmas. i need to have some work done on my car though because it is acting weird and over heating. but i hope everything works out. my husband reenlisted for 5 more years in the Army. and he is getting a pretty good bonus. :) and we got our choice of duty station. next January we will be moving to ft Lewis, WA. in between Olimpia and Tacoma. we both are pretty exited about that. well i need to get going and do some more work.
God Bless,
Jessica

feeling great

i have been doing and feeling incredible. still doing the master cleanse. forgot what day i am on though. i packed my scale so i can't weigh myself...LOL good idea right?? almost done packing.. just cleaning now. i love the energy.
i woke up today and looked out the window and the ground was covered with snow. i love the winter. i have got all my Christmas shopping done already, including myself ;) i bought myself a dehydrator.well, i need to get going and finish the packing i need to do tonight. have a good night and God Bless.

starting over

New month starting tomorrow I am starting the master cleanse again. I can't keep doing this to myself, I am tired of jumping in between raw and not. It was really beautiful today. I love the snow. We got about 4 inches or so. I love this time of year. I set up my Christmas tree. Even though I will be taking it down on the 14Th of this month because of me moving. Tonight I made some more kombucha tea, and bought some lemons, limes, maple syrup and lax tea. i have packed up all my dishes except for a couple of mugs and the stuff I need for the master cleanse. So i have no excuse!!! :) I want to surprise Francis (my husband) when he comes back for mid tour leave. well I need to get going and pack some more. Good Bless :)

master cleanse

so yesterday i started the master cleanse. yesterday was great. today was a different story. this morning i felt great. not hungry what so ever. this afternoon, i got really hungry, no mater how much i drank. so i made a small smoothie and drank it..... BIG mistake!! my stomach has been rumbling and hurting ever sence. i've leard my lesson!!! no more smoothies while i am on the Master cleanse. well, i need to get going and make another lemonade. have a good night and God Bless
Jessica

p.s. i am planning on doing the Master Cleanse until the 15th of December. hoping to cleanse my self from the 8 years of smoking a pack a day.

emotional detox and new pictures

wow, emotional day. today i got up, made a smoothie and got ready for church. after church i came home made a salad and talked to my husband online. i could not stop crying while i was talking to him. i missed him and i was depressed i cryed for almost 2 hours. but i guess it was a good thing because i haven't cried cried in a couple weeks. i am feeling better than i was earler. well need to go to sleep. so everyone have a good night and God bless.

Jessica

been busy

it's been a couple of days. i have been really busy packing up to move in December. but i have been good. i made some raw yogert yesterday. it takes like the real thing!!!! i am so happy!!!!!!!! going to have some of it for breckfast tomarow morning. right now i am dehydrating some garlic. so i can make some garlic powder. no the whole apartment smells like garlic....mmmmm and my kombucha is still brewing. seems like here latley i have been really experementing with different raw foods. and i love it <3 i was walking the dogs this after noon and i had to keep pulling my pants up... the scale said i have not lost any weight.. but i have lost some inches :) :) well i need to get to sleep. so good night and God bless

weird cravings

Today i had some weird cravings for cheese pizza. i guess it's just detox. here is what i ate today:

breckfast:
a liter smoothie with almond milk, coco nut milk, raspberries, blue berries, strawberries and spinich. it was so good. i made 2 liters of it.

lunch:
salad with romane, olives, tomatoes, and olive oil.

supper:
the rest of the smoothie from breckfast and a brownie

i packed some boxes today and baught some stuff for my kombucha. and am planning on doing the Master Cleanse in December 1-15th so i am exited about that. well i need to get some sleep. so God Bless

feeling good

today is day one of raw food. feeling great.

today i had carrot juice, orange juice, and romane juice for
breckfast i made a liter of it.
for lunch i had a plate full of guacamolie with peppers and some raw corn chips i made. it was really good.
for supper i had the rest of the cut up green peppers and some raw brownies.
i also drank a 1/2 gallon of water.

yesterday i orders some kombucha mushrooms so i can make my own kombucha tea. i am so exited about it. so today i went around to different stores to find out how much everything is that i need to get started. well i am going to go and fininsh eating my lovely brownies.

have a good day and God Bless :)

My Story

Well, tomarow I will be starting 100% raw food. Here is some history about me.

I am 26 years old. and I am over weight, and have been for most of my life. like most people I use food for confort. i went vegitarian when I was 11. and then vegan when i was 21. But, I was eatiin ng lots of non healthy food, but thought it was ok sence I was vegan. I have been raw on and off for a couple of years. I am ready to dive in head first. It's just me know my husband deployed in September. so i don't have any excuses. my goals are to raise my energy and get down to 130 before my husband gets back next Sepember. I was also diagnosed with PCOS in Febuary and they told me that i could not conseve with out medication and i do not want to do that.

wish me luck everyone, have a good day and God Bless